Wednesday, February 27, 2008 - 10:36 AM
晚上七点半左右,在一个店喝茶,
一杯酒是他的,一杯酒是我的,
他就找话题说了,一个一个的告诉我,
一阵子,他就停,
我没说什么,就看着他,
他哪双脸,眼睛在东张西望,
我不是不想说话,我只想听他的声音,
不久他又开始,我边听边笑,
他高兴的时侯,我看不到,
他伤心的时侯,我都不在,
很想牵你的手,但我不要伤害令一个的她,
他现在属于了她,我就只是他的朋友,
他口话说中的一切,他已然还是很爱我,
可是为了她,他不想伤害她,
而我也不想伤害他,就只能关心他,
我会等他,等你回到我的怀抱里,
就算我辛苦,但为了他,我愿意.
我回来了,
说为了他,会被说傻,
说为了压力,也会被其他说傻,
只好别说原因,我要找回我拥有的一切,
也许很许要很多的时间,但是,
感情应该才开始,游戏应该有结局,
每一天都对自己说加油,别放气,
免得我会在后悔多一次,
酒快完了,那阵子.
是他第一天对我说了很多话..
我相信他,我会一直在等他.
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Tuesday, February 26, 2008 - 11:15 AM
我对你说分手,
我的却是舍不的,
原因说的来很长,
让音乐解释给你明白.
我说的一切,
也许你和别人都怪我,
谎言慢慢的传,
音乐就会告诉你真相.
我的话题引起了不少你的烦恼,
你叫我闭嘴就走,
"对不起,我的错"
只好靠着音乐跟你说.
我的笑容你却没发觉,
我一直都在说我爱你,
不让你知道我伤心,
音乐就代替我对你说.
虽然你不在是我的了,
现在你的回忆代替了过去,
过去的回忆,
就只有音乐能让你想起.
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Friday, February 22, 2008 - 8:05 AM
6p.m went out with 2 of my friends,yam cha at little taiwan cafe,chit chat about a topic then after that..silence night..because we've got nothing to talk about already,then my friend said play cards,gamble..ahaha,9 points card game,hhhmm..i love it but my friend make the rules kinda difficult to win money,oh well..since i'm bored..might as well play then,my 5 bucks leh..keep leaving and came back my side,zz..another game even more easier to lose money,i lose 10 bucks in just few rounds only!!zz..then i dont want play le,don't like the stupid rules that they make..around 9p.m,my college friends came to yam cha at the same place,great..questioning me again,haiz~but i just answer them that ''I got something to do'',hahaha!after my friends left,i went to sit with my college friends,they not allow me to go back home that early,chit chat and play cards with them until 11p.m,i'm glad that 1 of my classmate finally got the girl that he always likes her,he bring his gf yam cha with me and the others too,kinda cute ^^ good for you Ah Lun..Then i never expected that my classmate Loong Pao broke up with his gf last valentine's day,i can see that he's very frust,he blame himself for not doing the right thing,he tells me alot just now,i felt sorry for him,.plus he's sick and confused,he even told me that these few days kept on going out and drink beer..gosh..maybe love can drive people nuts..after that,he make a condition with his ex,and i think that,.can make him happy a bit from what he told his ex,his ex accept the condition..now all he can do is just wait for the girl's choice,.Good luck Loong Pao ^^ if you ever need accompany just gimme a call..at that moment,i was happy to see all my friends had alot of fun and able to see their smiles after went through alot of problems,glad for them ^^ hopefully we can still go out sometimes when you guys free,miss you guys so much ^^ muacks!!
yay!tomorrow going back to my hometown for 2 days,i can attend the gathering with my old classmates too ^^ and then i even can see my teammate that just came back from work in London,but pity that i can't attend 1 of my teammate birthday party,because monday i'm coming back again,.Owh yea..another big challenge for me to deal with is i have to talk to my dad about quitting my studies in temporary until i get my driving licence and decrease my pressure..Oh god T.T gimme strenght to tell everything to my dad and hope he will accept my choices T.T A.M.E.N*HALLELUJAH*
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Again~
Thursday, February 21, 2008 - 12:54 PM
5a.m in the morning,just finish play maple,feel tired but can't sleep,it seems like the way i sleep were during day time,night time like do my own activities one.Sis even said my eyes worst than a panda -_-''' splendid..got any other choice for me to sleep even longer?everytime only slept like about 3-4 hours..Thank goodness that my sis support of my decissions,all i need to do is talk to my parents,.well..hopefully won't get scold somehow -_-''' hhmm..this saturday i'm going back to my hometown with my sis,and glad that i'm able to attend the gathering of 2006 form 5 students,hope that more of my class friends attend and not the other class like science stream,some of the people i hate to say this but..you guys really sux sometimes,if not because don't want to embarrass my parents of black list,i would have slap you guys on the face!Tiss tiss~
Afternoon have to go to college to see one of my lecturer,HAIZ!!!hopefully my friends and my subject lecturer won't seen me =x or else i'm dead with bunch of questioning,haha..Feel like wanna play basketball again with my teammates,missing the time we travel around the country and met alot of new friends,eventhough still kinda tough for me to deal again,gosh,.need a long time to learn back all the skills -_-''' eh..that means..more easier for me to diet?!?wahahahaha!!!GREAT!!!eh..but then..will have muscle again -_-''' zzz...haiz,.don't care le!!!make our country proud again with all the trophy's we will get next time!G.A.M.B.A.T.E.H ,.
ARGH!BORED!I TRY TO GET SOME SLEEP!SWEET DREAMS YA'ALL!!
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Brain not functioning,.
Monday, February 18, 2008 - 1:38 AM
hhhmmm...don't know how to tell my dad that i wanna quit my studies just in temporary,last night holding my phone for quite long enough,but then dont dare to dial up to my dad's number,haiz..eventhough heard their conversations yesterday,but still..i think i will get scold,i wasn't lazy,too under pressure because i'm not able to finish my homework on time,sometimes my lecturer wanna have a outdoor sketching,i can't attend because of no transport,both sis using the car,i dont dare to ride a bus,well..you know,gurls might scared of it -_-''' haiz,.tonight..i'm gonna try to talk to my dad about it..hopefully i can make my own choices this time,GOD BLESS ME T.T hallelujah!!!!!!!!
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Let's see...
Sunday, February 17, 2008 - 2:40 AM
STILL BORED! -_-''' but sleep quite long enough today,if not because of no electricity -_-''' luckily today quite freezing one,heard my dad and sis conversations,kinda funny,but still the same,talks about me,haha..my sis told my dad that i'm not functioning well these few weeks lately O.o my dad said if i can't stand with all the stress,i can quit my studies,glad to hear,i've been waiting for him to say that since last year,it doesnt mean that i'm a quitter,but there's something that i need to take care of,i've told few of my friends about it,but i'm glad that they support with whatever my decission was,thanks guys ^^ it really means alot to me,yay!!going out yamcha with one of my friend soon,starbucks!wahahaha!!!can't wait =x it's like few days never went out already XD ..
hhmm..wondering where did Sakai Sha gone to,never seen her on maple in few days already,hope she's alright,.SAKAI SHA!!ARE YOU STILL ALIVE???? XD gosh,.bad sia =x
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Boring..
Saturday, February 16, 2008 - 4:30 AM
bored bored bored!!!
Nothing to do,one whole day sitting and watching the laptop screen,play maple also don't know want do what -_-''' want go out also can't,both sis drive the 2 cars out,great~keep drink vitagen,eat cookies,zz..somemore,my sis came back and hug+kiss me on the cheek,aaarrrrhhh!!!yucks!!!Ah gong!what you laughing there ah f5 f5 f5 zzz..poison kiss,.more pimples at that spot,splendid...zzzz....
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First Blog -_-'''
Friday, February 15, 2008 - 1:10 PM
Great..first blog..I just write then.
Yoz~!!!!Chinese New Year just passed,hopefully ya'all have a great time celebrate-enjoy-memories of it,unlikely mine -_-''' kinda sucks and bored somehow but at least i get to see my old teammates.And I know Joo and Sha
's gonna kill me because..I missed the gathering with'em =x ahaha..forgive me -_-''' time goes fast,now it's already 2008,and there's alot of things we cannot see it unless we're there,school starts,everyone busy doing project-homework-assignment need to be done,and i'm the only one here skip almost 1 month of school and more things I havent done,soon will get suspended from school XD hahaha!I do really wish time could turn back and get something that we wanted but it's useless,because you'll never knew how to responsible neither recorrect what you've done,so it's better to let it go and do what's right for now.Zz..seriously..I don't know what i write!messy -_-''' now..about maple..hhhmmm..alot of maplers quitting and alot maplers been hacked,bla bla..soon will be my turn to quit(again),sometimes feel that kinda bored,but..alot of friends I met from maple,I guess wouldn't be that BORED afterall.Owh yea~speaking of chocolate,valentine's day also sucks this 2008 =x yea yea,.I did received something but it's not want I want,just wish that could celebrate valentine's day with my old teammates,missing'em alot.
p.s:
Gin-Ah gong,get more rest lah~
Sha-Sakai,stop making youself miserable~
Joo-Joo dar,get well soon~
Moon-Moon dar,wait for me hor,we'll seen each other soon enough~
Others-Do please take care and ..MUST MISS ME HOR,dream of me would be fine XD
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