Wednesday, March 19, 2008 - 12:02 PM
Whao..it has been a long time never update my blog -_-''' lolz..
anyway..my typical days..like almost the same impression only..
doing same stuff and no where else to go..
owh yea,this saturday gonna have a friendly match(basketball) with my teammates,.
cool~can sweat alot ^^ after that our organiser will bring us go drink BEER,wahahaha!
hopefully i can have fun and dont need to think alot~
maybe after this week,i'll be working at the comic book shop with one of my friend,
yay ^^can read comic,FREE,tomorrow 2p.m going for an interview,wish me luck~ ^^v
hungry leh -_-''' now it's already 2a.m+,7a.m gonna practice basketball with the others~
okay then,that's all for now~bubye ^^
P.S:ah gong(gin),sakai sha,joo dar,moon dar,sapo(cheryl),purple(qiwen)~take good care of ya'all health ah ^^
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Thursday, March 6, 2008 - 12:04 AM
好烦!!i'm facing alot of terrible things..made myself so emo when back home,but if i'm out there,always trying to maintain my smile,it's hard to lie to myself,but it's no used to spill it out,not everything it's possible from what you thought would be,since the day i came back to my hometown,slept at 12a.m woke up at 6-7a.m+,it's really bothers me,made me so tired,but why can't i sleep well during the night?maybe everytime the dreams bothering me,like every midnight i would woke up and i can feel that my heart beating so fast,my dreams not scary but it's all because of him,everytime seen him,made me wanna hold him so tight and never let go of him,but it's a waste..he found someone,.but then,last night i lied to him that i wanna go back home earlier,too tired,that time were only 9.30p.m+,he went back,sent two of my teammates back,but not sherry,i ask her to accompany me drink a while,because..my heart beats so fast that made me so hard to breath,my mind so blur,dont know what to do..i felt like crying,but i dont want to make myself weak,trying to hold the sadness,talked 2 hours there,back home..around 1a.m+,he told me that they broke up,i know i'm the one cause it,i shouldnt find him,now there's a betrayer told lots of nonsence to his gf,i was so worried this morning that will he go to work alone?because this morning he never ask me about wanna go along with him or not,i quickly changed my clothe and everything then drive to the place that he works,hide my car beside the tree,waited 30minutes for him to come out,and there he was~thought i'm late,followed behind of his car,reach the road that kinda hard for me to get pass with my car,then i went to the temple,that it has been almost 1-2 years never visit that place,i pray for him,that every tomorrow he'll be smiling and never let himself felt so DOWN,it's hard to deal with your love ones who doesnt trust either trusted,i know how he felt ,because he made me to,now..all my friends supporting that both of us would back together again,they cheering for me,but i can't do it..i'm scared that bad things might happen next,i dont want to see his face,like everything in him feeling BLUE..i can't make up my mind,but..i will still be the same to be there for him whenever he needs me,either work or anything,and..i will still be waiting for him,now..the choices it's in his hand,take care~
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