Tuesday, April 21, 2009 - 9:55 AM
Woke up at 10.30a.m+ ,read everyone's blog,then on maple..keep running around and login different character,still bored..because
kor busy for the JPJ thingy,.then i watch tv and wait till 1p.m.So,1p.m take a cold bath,prepare for the next tournament[this time is Tenom vs Keningau] at 2p.m,dad asked me to go and look after the youths doing their job,scared got mistakes and causes alot problems ~.~ Waiting for him and
KM to come fetch me,didnt notice that they came earlier,so i rush everything to prepare,hair still wet =.= reached the court,arrange the table official equips,I thought KM and I gonna be the referee,but the lecturer told us that he invited a Tenom and a Keningau adults to be the referee,KM and I pissed off if not we can just stay at home,damn boring =.=
First match is females game,fcking boring!My friends didnt get to break the record from getting 100+ points above,they play kinda relax,.the opponent girls were like..ah sam selling butts~their voices it's creeping me out =.= i quickly on music to listen.Second match is Guys game,kinda shock+pissed,because of the Tenom referee unfair,i'm the one record the scores and the fouls,so i know the whole scene..i'm not a legal referee,but i know what fouls been made..and the Tenom referee got himself a name,everyone called him "International referee",he went to NBA tournament and be referee before..If so,how come so unfair to treat my hometown boys?You rather help your hometown than being fair?That is so fck up =.= Keningau referee need to go fetch his kids from school,so i ask KM to be referee,and i was glad that KM in there watch everything carefully.KM saw alot of the illegal fouls and she blow it,i record the fouls.I should've ask KM to be the referee for the boys match,so that both teams can play in a fair game and more exciting.Too bad,Keningau boys lost the match..the Tenom referee broke their spirits,made them play the game like da bian =.= 20+ points behind from Tenom.Damn..If the referee being unfair in my game,i sure will hurt the opponent damn seriously..I dont wanna be rude to the international referee,but you like kena rasuah..zz
4.30p.m,finished..went down to cyber with KM and the young players..they all jio me to play L4D,since i'm bored at home,i might as well go with them..Playing with them,can laugh till faint le,because they're funny and ben ben de XD shoot ownself mates and simply bang everything,lolz?hahahas!!Played till 6p.m plus i think,ask my bro to sent me back because KM and the others cars will be very late,so i'm going back first.8p.m went out tapau for my dad and sis,while waiting,went to market buy bunch of grocery things and it cost me about 72 bucks,lolz?hahahas!Back home,texted him whether he wanna go out bo,but then keep saying dont know and drag till 9p.m plus,i lazy then said no need le..suddenly i text him that my love for him will never change =.= damn it,.stupid me..i'm such an idiot..
MSG with him:me:nothing to talk le?him:no ah,just now count things.me:owh,.okayhim:i didnt lie you,you dont believe as you like then.me:i didnt say anything =.= him:i not dont want msg you this few month,i thought you will understand why i will like that,you wont understand,never mind ba.me:i know you busy,that's why i didnt keep text you.You and KM usually talk,i didnt talk much,so i dont know anything except you busy working.him:KM also dont know,you wont understand,never mind,you go play game ba.me:Can tell me mah?at least i can understand the whole situations.him:understand?many time i ask you and call you do,but you think another way,so i better stop advise,i do that just because dont want get say,and you terbalik get say also.me:okay,dont need say le..you finish work direct sleep then ok.I'm not causing some arguements with you,it's because i can't understand perfectly what i should do.I did believe you,but you keep breaking me apart from your actions.Tell me what am i suppose to do?It's not easy forcing myself living without you neither stop texting you oftenly.I dont wanna talk about it anymore....I rather kept myself shut instead of quarrel with you..
It hurts..
to tell you how i felt
to know white lies from you
being alone without you
telling lies just to see you
that you judge me from the outside
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